AngelBebe666

ok people who have to highly disrespect other ppl on their pages and otherwise are HIGHLY irritating. i got a bunch of s#!t talk from ppl cuz i had some pix of my family on here. & how this isnt myspace or fb & blah blah blah. now i KNOW i am NOT the only one with random pix on here that are not technically meant to be art. so why jump on me about it? or how about the ppl who have to s#!t talk cuz they think they're SOOO smart. hey "GENIUSES" its called research. do a little bit of it before you start jumping on ppl about things you dont even know. constructive criticism is one thing. but the things i see are just as bad as regular social net

Well it's been quite a while since I've been on here.`I have been doing much better than mentioned in previous journal entries. JJ was finally able to find work & it seems like us getting on our own two feet may be possible in the near future. Lilly's health has been well. Her Cystic Fibrosis is still a struggle for me & probably always will be but I know I am doing the best I can & thats all that matters. No matter what any of my family says. I have my ups & downs, my mood swings where nothing seems to go right. But no matter what, no matter the petty arguments we have, JJ is the one thing that keeps me happy & idk what I'd do without him. I

Tuesday I had my beautiful baby girl, Lillian. She is a precious gift and I'm so glad to have her. At the same time I fear for her because I have no idea how I'm going to support her. On top of the fact that I still have the fears of losing the one person I've loved more than anything in this world. *sigh* I can't wait until my hormones go back to normal... Being so emotional and scared is going to send me to an early grave. Anyhow, I love you all ^.^ Check out pix of my little Lilly.